Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Fighting with GOD

"You do not truly know someone until you fight them." Seraph (a character from the "Matrix: Reloaded)

I think about how I 'see' GOD now as opposed to how I 'saw' Him 'back in the day'. And although I continue to struggle with my old views of Him fairly often, I am thankful for the GOD I have come to know. The difference is quite astounding to me. He always seemed so far removed from me, I never thought to talk to Him.

He is so much more than I can comprehend, yet with each passing year my understanding of Him continues to grow and I find that I really like this GOD of the universe. 'He loves me, this I know', but in His love....in His omniscience, He 'messes' with me; He spins my world about, He does the 'unexpected', He frustrates my plans, He makes life difficult....but it all seems to give me a better understanding of 'who' He truly is and to bring me ever closer to this 'dangerous, yet good' being. I think I have an insight now to Jacob, only I guess I must wait on my new name.

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